It may seem very strange to the reader that one of my tender age should already be thinking about that inevitable end to which even the paths of glory lead. But, think about what am I going to experience would be the most exciting part of my life.
Everybody in the world may not live the same life. Some will live longer, some won’t. But we all will die one day. It’s just a matter of time. You never know when it will come. How will it be? After you die, the only difference between you and other people is how many people will still remember you.
Before I die, I want to make a lot of money, enough for me to buy my own houses, my own cars, my own computers and live happily for rest of my life. I won’t go against people who disagree with my idea of how I am going to live my life. I just want to be happy, enjoy living and not just being alive. I do not think this idea will make me a miser because I I will still spend them on available substances. Not just keep them for the rest of my life.
Before I die, I want to experience the most exciting things in the world. I want to feel my heart beat and feel that I am still alive. For example, I want to go Bungee jumping, parachuting, get on roller coasters, maybe sometime go to Six Flags, and do some more crazy things. That’s what young adults do. I want to always being a young adult.
Before I die, and before my parents die, I want to tell them how much I love them everyday and hug them. Family members are the most important people in the world. I love them very very much since I know things. My parents bred me, fed me and supported me. The most important thing is they gave me is life. They gave me a chance to discover this world. So, I want to love them, kiss them, and hug them before I or they die.
Before I die, I want to do something that is truly great for others. I want to help people as much as I can, as I want. I feel sorrow when I see people couldn’t live their life because they can’t. Many African children cannot survive because they don’t have enough food and medical supplies. They have poor families and social economic situations. Many kids have desire for love and food. They hope for one day where they can be full with their hunger satisfied. If I have the ability and money, I want to help them, and to be their second father.
I think life itself is like a labyrinth of mystery. Each door have different story. I will never knew what will be next if I pick neither one of them. I am afraid of the future that has no turning back, but I am also exciting to discover what is behind that door. I have some regrets that I cannot ever make it right again. And I have regrets that I couldn’t have done better. But this is life, right?
